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thestoryofdarcy) wrote2019-04-02 02:28 pm
thestoryofdarcy) wrote2019-04-02 02:28 pm
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Who I Want To Be
As well as working out who I am right now, I also need to think about who I want to be. I used to say I wanted to be the old Darcy, the person I was before I got sick but I'm realising more and more that the old Darcy is dead. I'm grieving for her, mourning her loss while trying to find out who new Darcy is, and what Future Darcy is going to be like.
The scary truth is that I don't know.
I want to be the best possible version of myself. I want to be the best wife and mother and daughter and sister I can be. I want to be loving and loved. I want to be back at work. I want us to own a house. I want to be friendly, and active, and kind, and smarter.
But most of all?
I want to be healthy and happy.
The scary truth is that I don't know.
I want to be the best possible version of myself. I want to be the best wife and mother and daughter and sister I can be. I want to be loving and loved. I want to be back at work. I want us to own a house. I want to be friendly, and active, and kind, and smarter.
But most of all?
I want to be healthy and happy.